ASH.
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At the Lowest.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Return back the old me.I admit I've change.Totally change.I sucks.Im sick of people's concern.Im being selfish.I dont want people to treat me nicely.I feel that im a burden to them.Why am I behaving this way?Whats happening to me?Can someone tell me?I break down in public at times,alone.How shameful is that.I feel like wanna chop half of my head off and wash my brain.Scrub it really hard and adjust the veins.Too many questions on my mind and negative/positive points im thinking of.But what is it?Why must it be a questions instead of answers?I kindda afraid that all that would be a part of me and slowly become the new me.Maybe it already had.I have to get back on track.How?What am i suppose to do?and Common Test is just next week I cant let myself be in this kind of situation.Why must there be a problem now?Without knowing how to solve it and i dint even know whats my problem.I hate myself at this point.I want to cry so much!In conclusion,i know i gotta be strong cos'things gonna be tough. Labels: utterly failed:(
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Souls.
Fadhilah
Erina
Angela
Olive.
Rafiqah.
Safiah.
Hidayah.
Yantie.
Reeya.
Zara.
Nafisah.
Nabilah.
Jeffrey.
Jaja.
Faii.
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