I really don't know what to do anymore. Helpless... I think I'm broken again, and again and again. I took the wrong route meeting the same old person with the same old suckish attitude. But still not learning from my mistakes and move on. Walking to a more danger zone even though it gonna hurt me deeper and it already did. You stabbed my heart but I'm not dead yet. Leaving me suffering the pain. Each time we met, it feels so wonderful. But at the same time regret too cause I know when we bid goodbye, I would walked away with my heart shattered and breakdown. Hoping you would ran after me and said something sweet. I don't know what you wanna do. I don't know what's your plan. I don't know whether you're serious or not. I don't know who's fake or real. I don't know what's running through your mind. And that's killing me!!! I can't take this anymore and leaked everything out. ;((( I need a shoulder to cry on right now and someone to comfort and hug me wiping my tears away saying everything will be alright leaving my heart empty and light ;(((
